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it was a mistake

It was a mistake.
Truly, I still need you. I know u need me too.
I guess, im not the man that u need.
Compare to every man u met, I’m totally different with them.

I’ll not leaving u, I’ll stay by ur side. When u need me.
I’m sorry I cant keep my words,
saying that I’ll never leave u, that I’ll be ur man, everything…
but I have to do this. I cant do this anymore.  
I cant force u to stay with me, begging u to love me.

When u ask me if we can be friends, I scared myself. 
What if, we meet face to face, I cant control my feelings, hugging u, kissing u…
hell yeah… I cant control it. L
I cant help myself. I love u so much.

If later u seeing other guys, I told u I am OK.
Crap. I am super not OK with that.
That’s why, when u found ur guy, tell me. We will never meet again. L
SMS or chat, I’ll consider.

Ex as a friend?
Can I kiss u every time we meet?
Can I hug u when I see u?
I don’t know what u think with ‘friend-with-ex’ thingy.
As for me, lover or ex-lover, its all the same thing.

Please stop crying. Please don’t let me begging u to come back to me.
Please don’t. 

Gangsta